A Poem
By Kathy Streng, Fenton, Michigan
My Beautiful Baby Boy
You came to me on a cold winters day
a new life to bring joy to my own
The excitement I felt, the warmth in my heart
a greater love could never be known
I anxiously waited for your welcomed arrival
the new adventures, warm touches and proud smiles
But little did I know the true reality of what
was ahead in the long winding miles
They said you were special and had special needs
unique care for you was a must
My heart became heavy, my doubts took control
I felt alone with no one to trust
"Follow our guidance, follow our words
they will lead to a strong healthy son"
These words of direction were all that I had
for our journey that had only begun
Dealing with the unknown was the greatest battle of all
My thoughts became lost in the fear
What if this..
What if that
..could I ever really
know
Would this confusion ever become clear
But as each day ended and a new began
confidence took over my doubts
My heartache slowly lightened, my trust became stronger
I better understood what this was all about
What you don't know they say won't hurt you
well in this case that couldn't be more untrue
For had I not been told, had I not learned the truth
I would never have known the real you
My plea for answers, my need for proof
lessened as time quickly passed by
For the most comforting proof I could ever receive
was blossoming before my very eyes
The first time you walked, the first time you talked
each milestone I've shared with such joy
You've brought me such happiness, you've taught me such
strength
"I love you" my beautiful baby boy!!
Last update: 10/99
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